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Friday, July 27, 2007 things tat can be done when you are young gets more and more difficult when ones grow older. people that thinks that there is always tommorrow will suffer eventually. time is finite. Proposal Daisakusen - a japanese drama taught me that. touching story & i learned some things, reflected upon my past, regrets. lols.. was emoing up there.. dunno wat happen to me in school todae.. my class mates mostly skipped a lecture.. but i didnt.. after an interview with a teacher i went to the lecture.. during the interview i suddenly felt v sad.. no idea.. my heart jus when down and i almost tear why talking to my teacher.. after tat as i walked back alone to the lecture theatre i almost cry again.. i wiped off my tears b4 entering the class.. no idea wat happened to me.. i jus feel sad todae.. the show affected me alot.. i feel v sad for the male character in the show.. the female oso.. hais.. hahaa.. why cant i tell myself its a show.. human always find excuses when they meet up with a diffuclt situation.. tats wat the show oso said.. and still have many other things tat are mention in the show.. its all soo true.. haha tats all its late 12.20am 27 july 2007 Monday, May 21, 2007 In life.. we gain something.. but in actual fact we lose something too.. In life.. when we think everything is going right, it went wrong again.. In life.. we are unable to cherish what we have until the very last moment.. In life.. we look forward to the future but the past still mingles around us.. In life.. friendships are very rare.. In life.. there are countless of things happening but i will never forget ___ . Thursday, April 19, 2007 my good buddies.. loneliness, sadness , sorrow, fustrations, stress have never left me b4.. if i were to say tat i m lonely tat wouldnt be right.. hais.. feel so left out in the club.. feeling empty now.. i m like a bombshell.. empty inside.. why? why cant i change myself.. i m nt putting in effort.. i am alone.. the reality of this world.. why cant i face it.. why do i detest it soo much.. even though i dont like the reality of the cruel world i couldnt change anything at all.. its all in cycle.. circle cirlce.. circles.. loneliness sadness sorrow makes my tears form in my eyes.. as they stream down.. and dries up.. nthing changes but onli the emptiness remain.. Monday, December 18, 2006 hihi.. the wedding was fun... my teacher looks pretty soo does her husband.. hahas.. it is a new experience for me.. though i dont quite understand the preach and the religious prayers.. but the atmosphere was there.. the church is pretty... yapps.. holding the wedding there was wow.. dunno how to explain.. very sweet.. haha like those seen in the tv.. hahas.. not alot of ppl.. but it was fun..!! then went out to play vivo city with the guys... my first time there.. the place look grand.. but way too big.. hahaha.. we played pool and i went home super tired.. yahh tats all.. i did nothing todae.. yapps.. resting and playing.. tats all.. cyas Monday, November 27, 2006 had a restless slp last night.. though i was tired ytd i didnt manage to slp.. i watch tv till 1 am .. the show i wanted to watch end at 1.. hahas.. but then after tat there is a horror movie?? not sure about it.. and there was also man u against chelsea match.. i watched the horror movie and the soccer match together.. but the horror movie was the show tat capture my attention more.. by the time the show end.. it was 3 am .. the ending of the horror story was not good as in the main characters all didnt have a good ending.. two died one gone crazy.. was kinda of sad about the ending.. and end up thinking about the show b4 slpping.. as i think more and more i couldnt slp.. and i flip around.. here and there.. and soon i had headache, and finally i think it was 3.30 b4 i finally slpt.. then 6.30 my alarm rang... wake up again.. but onli for a v v v v v v v short moment.. i slpt w/o knowing.. then 7 am my mum woke me up.. i got up feeling all right.. but as the day proceeds... i just got more tired.. but a cup of coffee during the break really save me b4 my 4 hour lecture.. i still feel the weariness of my eyes.. but still could stay awake.. and tats it my day pass by as i daydream acorss it.. Friday, November 24, 2006 _____________ - - - - - - -- - - - - * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * a memoir of todae .. thanx ...hahas Tuesday, November 07, 2006 tonite had been a bad night.. my eldest sister told us tat shes giving up on her chem alevel paper.. she told us tat she didnt want to go for the paper.. despite me and my younger sis persuading her.. she still considered giving up as her choice.. my parents are worried .. i was oso worried.. my younger sis told me tat my sis need assurance.. soo me and her try and persuade and assure her tat the chem paper wont be soo bad..yapps.. we said alot.. as she was tired she went to slp first.. then after tat.. my younger sis told me about her air rifle shooting todae.. she told me she shot badly and shes having some problems with her eyes.. a coach came up to her and told her not to care about the scores and shoot normally.. she replied and sae tat she didnt care about the scores she cares about the grouping of her shots.. then the coach jus said dont aim for the sky.. the sentence pissed my sis off and she showed attitude to tat guy coach.. then she continuously shot badly so she cant take it and cried at safra.. i told her my opinions and said tat she should love the sport and love playing it every minute of it.. i gave her eg of when i play soccer or basket ball .. if i enjoyed it.. i dont mind losing.. i tried my best.. i play the sport i like and enjoyed it.. i told her to enjoy shooting no matter wat the scores is nor the grouping.. it seems she thinks tat i dont understand her.. i know she aims to be a good shooter.. she wants acknowledgement from her coach.. she has high expectation of herself in shooting.. i didnt tell her about this.. but i wanted her to noe tat if she enjoy shooting.. she will feel better at least when her scores are not good.. she didnt get the point and sort of got angry with me.. i went on and on about enjoying shooting.. think she got irritated.. i said too many times.. she oso went to slp le.. now i m doing my revision chapter questions.. felt like wanting to blog.. so i blog.. not much ppl is online.. the people online all not close de.. msn is a useful tool.. but it doesnt reallie bring people closer to each other.. phone calls are still better.. hais.. my mum shld be v worried for my eldest sis now.. my dad slp le.. my mum oso slp le.. i hope everything will be fine.. my sisters jia you.. no matter wat i sae to ur is quite useless now.. i can only pray and wish for all of ur good.. |
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