tonite had been a bad night.. my eldest sister told us tat shes giving up on her chem alevel paper.. she told us tat she didnt want to go for the paper.. despite me and my younger sis persuading her.. she still considered giving up as her choice.. my parents are worried .. i was oso worried.. my younger sis told me tat my sis need assurance.. soo me and her try and persuade and assure her tat the chem paper wont be soo bad..yapps.. we said alot.. as she was tired she went to slp first.. then after tat.. my younger sis told me about her air rifle shooting todae.. she told me she shot badly and shes having some problems with her eyes.. a coach came up to her and told her not to care about the scores and shoot normally.. she replied and sae tat she didnt care about the scores she cares about the grouping of her shots.. then the coach jus said dont aim for the sky.. the sentence pissed my sis off and she showed attitude to tat guy coach.. then she continuously shot badly so she cant take it and cried at safra.. i told her my opinions and said tat she should love the sport and love playing it every minute of it.. i gave her eg of when i play soccer or basket ball .. if i enjoyed it.. i dont mind losing.. i tried my best.. i play the sport i like and enjoyed it.. i told her to enjoy shooting no matter wat the scores is nor the grouping.. it seems she thinks tat i dont understand her.. i know she aims to be a good shooter.. she wants acknowledgement from her coach.. she has high expectation of herself in shooting.. i didnt tell her about this.. but i wanted her to noe tat if she enjoy shooting.. she will feel better at least when her scores are not good.. she didnt get the point and sort of got angry with me.. i went on and on about enjoying shooting.. think she got irritated.. i said too many times.. she oso went to slp le.. now i m doing my revision chapter questions.. felt like wanting to blog.. so i blog.. not much ppl is online.. the people online all not close de.. msn is a useful tool.. but it doesnt reallie bring people closer to each other.. phone calls are still better.. hais.. my mum shld be v worried for my eldest sis now.. my dad slp le.. my mum oso slp le.. i hope everything will be fine.. my sisters jia you.. no matter wat i sae to ur is quite useless now.. i can only pray and wish for all of ur good..